I would like to be Nicole Kidman and just sing my way out of this but I guess it’s impossible right now. I feel kind of sad. The school I’ve been working since 1999 is going to be closed 2010. I am not very glad right now. I feel really betrayed. Where are all the pupils going? I have done my best with very difficult pupils - and sometimes much more than my personal best - and suddenly they don’t need my effort any more. What the hell that means?